blood-stained diary
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
16-05-06
ahMmm... why iS it i caNt sEe d gud SiDe of mY liFe...?? certain thingsz thAt iS haPpeNing that therE are no ExPlanations aT aLl... doinG deciSionS w/o evEn thinkiNg d c0nsequence of it... being impulsive?!? rYt cEssY??? s0o many questions s0o0 many FeaRs!?!? thats what i have... some things juSz happEns with no questions asked.... there are only 2 kinds of peoPle... manloloko and ngpapaloko.... sometimes you have to be a PRETENDER... its hard 2 pretend.... its haRd if ur not being true to urself and to somebody but sometimes its better 2 be one... if uR going ta pLay a game... be surE u know and you can follow ur ruLes... i d0nt wnt 2 plAy a game that i kn0w in d end... i'l be a loser!!! i dont want 2 get hurt... its just that... if someone lied.fooled.hurt you.. then just do d same way.... in this worLd you cant be sure of anyThing... i'm jusT being caReful... but i'm afrAid of d game i'm playing ryt n0w... i think i should QUIT!!!
it fluttered by me.
12:18 PM
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